Everyone has bad days, but there are some periods of time that everything is going wrong and at some point you find yourself looking for solutions and realizing something that for me goes like: Dude, Seriously? WHAT THE F**K? (Dude= the big poppa in the sky)
I am going through a rough phase and often I find myself (most of the time in the shower or the car) with an empty mind. I don't know if this happens to everyone. Is that short period of time when you realize that you're blank, no thoughts AT ALL! I keep trying hard, so hard, that actually I can produce my own headache. WOOAA I didn't even think that human bodies were capable to think until produce a headache.
Sometimes I think that is a defense mechanism that my mind does trying to keep the sanity. Other times I believe that is God sending a message, something maybe like: (Histrionic voice) "OK Girl, there's no solution right now, so stop thinking and just run on automatic pilot until further notice". And I do that. I run on automatic, I drive, I park, I can even start little conversations, but that's it.
That's what I am doing right now. I'm on automatic pilot. So meet me there, where solutions lie after the break.
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